A Sad Day

The bus broke down.

I forgot to save the file that I spent hours on it.

I wished to die.

The Change II

Looking back to my old self.

I have changed in a lot of ways.

I wonder,

if it is for a greater cause,

or the opposite?

Dear Girl

Dear girl,

Have you calmed down?

Clear your head.

Fear nothing.

 

As Covid-19 strikes,

there's nowhere to run.

As you laugh today,

it might be your last laugh.

As you weep today,

it might be your last drop of tear.

As you live today,

who knows, 

if there's no tomorrow.

 

There's nowhere to run,

regardless of race or age.

There's nowhere to run,

regardless of wealth and health.

 

There's nowhere to run,

as Covid-19 strikes.

I Don't Know

I don't know what I want.

I don't know what I am doing.

I don't know what I am going to do.

Should I just die off quietly somewhere?

The delirious person, me.

The Bitter Taste

There's a lingering bitter aftertaste at my tongue.

How to get rid of it, I wonder?

The Achievement

Results don't really mean much.

What if you are rewarded the best student of the year?

Yes, you are the best.

So what?

You have nothing out of the ordinary.

Perhaps you have superior memorization skills.

Instead of focusing on fame,

Strive to add value to yourself.

Learn a new language,

Learn a new skill,

Don't pursue useless and intangible things,

That make you lose out more crucial things in your life.

A Happy Day

The examination results were scheduled to be out at 11.00 am yesterday. I kept refreshing the e-learning webpage but to no avail. The site was down due to heavy traffic, as everyone was just as curious as I was. 

As minutes went by, anxiety got me. I couldn't focus on the task on my hand. My mind kept wandering, I was extremely nervous about my results. 

What if I didn't fare well in the exams?

What if I got a B instead of an A for my core courses?

Luckily the results came out well. Better than my expectations.

What a delightful day to celebrate.

Good job, Quiserla!